ILLNESS DESERTED SUFFERING ALONE

AS LIFE BECAMES A STRUGGLE WITH NO WHERE LEFT TO TURN, ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAD KNOWN, IGNORED ME WHILE I MOANED,IT WAS QUITE LONG BEFORE I PROVED THE TRUTH IN ALL I SAID,EVERYONE THAT I HAD KNOWN ALL WISH THAT I WAS DEAD.I WENT THROUGH THE COURTS TO PROVE , THAT MY CLAIM OF PAIN WAS REAL,EVEN THROUGH THE TOUGHEST TIMES I COULDN'T FIND A FRIEND,THEY ALL SAID IF IT WAS REAL YOU CERTAINLY WOULD HAVE HELP,BUT FOR ALL THE LIES AND DEFAMING WORDS,THINGS DIDN'T LOOK QUITE RIGHT.NOW WITH HELP IN ALL THE DOCTORS WHO CARE FOR ME EACH WEEK,FOUR OF THEM AGREE WITH ME ITS NEVER GONNA BE QUITE RIGHT AGAIN.....WONT SOMEONE LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND MY PLEA,ALL I REALLY WANT TO SAY IS WATCH YOUR BACK FOR WHAT PEOPLE SAY.....THE LIES CAN HURT WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO BACK YOU UP,OR FEAR THEY MIGHT BE CAUGHT TAKING MY SIDE AND THEN THEIR LIFE'S CAN BE DESTROYED...TOOO...